Here's one for free: (it's the "Everything Going Sideways" card you can see on the bottom right in the above cover) click here for the greeting card.
I'll also let you in on my favorite thought for a depressed mood. Tell yourself: "just because you think it doesn't mean it's true!" That really helps to make me think more objectively, and preach to myself the truth that God loves me and that there IS a way ahead.
Stay in the fight!!